Healing Is a Gateway Drug to Awakening
I wasn’t looking for a spiritual awakening. I just wanted to lose weight. But as I began working through childhood beliefs and the grief I had carried since losing my son, Connor, something unexpected happened. The physical weight stayed, but I began to feel lighter—and experience life in ways I never could have imagined.
How Did I End Up in a Documentary About Consciousness?
I went to the Monroe Institute hoping to learn how to leave my body on purpose—and perhaps find Connor. The breakthrough I expected didn’t happen there. But after I came home, my out-of-body experiences began to change, and one encounter left me wondering whether I might have been someone else’s ghost.
This Is What Healing Looks Like
I started meditating in my bedroom closet because it was the only dark place in the house. What followed was anything but ordinary. Unexpected experiences, buried grief and a message I understood to be from Connor began changing how I saw myself—and what I believed was possible.