Healing Is a Gateway Drug to Awakening
I wasn’t looking for a spiritual awakening. I just wanted to lose weight. But as I began working through childhood beliefs and the grief I had carried since losing my son, Connor, something unexpected happened. The physical weight stayed, but I began to feel lighter—and experience life in ways I never could have imagined.
How Did I End Up in a Documentary About Consciousness?
I went to the Monroe Institute hoping to learn how to leave my body on purpose—and perhaps find Connor. The breakthrough I expected didn’t happen there. But after I came home, my out-of-body experiences began to change, and one encounter left me wondering whether I might have been someone else’s ghost.
The Truth I Stopped Softening
For 15 years, I softened the words when I told people how my son, Connor, died. I thought I was shielding myself from their judgment. Then my dreams brought me back to the shame I thought I had healed—and a grief support group became the place where I could finally speak without defending myself.
This Is What Healing Looks Like
I started meditating in my bedroom closet because it was the only dark place in the house. What followed was anything but ordinary. Unexpected experiences, buried grief and a message I understood to be from Connor began changing how I saw myself—and what I believed was possible.
This Is What Healing Looks Like
I Googled myself before my first session with a medium. I wanted to know what she could find—but what I really wanted was to connect with Connor. The session brought me back to a question that had haunted me since he died: Did he know how much I loved him?