How Did I End Up in a Documentary About Consciousness?
Four years ago, I had everything I thought I was supposed to want: a successful career, a beautiful home, a loving family and a life that looked good from the outside. Yet beneath it all was a persistent feeling that something was missing.
What began as a healing journey eventually led me down a path I never could have imagined—one filled with experiences that challenged my assumptions about consciousness, reality and what may be possible. In a few weeks, I'll be heading to The Monroe Institute to participate in a documentary called Instructions for Leaving.
This is the story of how I got here.
Welcome to My Story: Raw, Real, and Dreaming Big
Let me start with a question: have you ever looked at your life and thought, How did I get here? That’s pretty much the recurring theme of mine. I’ve made choices that seemed like a good idea at the time (mostly), stumbled into grace I didn’t deserve, and tripped over life lessons so hard I’m surprised I didn’t sprain something.
But somewhere between the chaos and the clarity, I found threads of meaning. I found healing. I found breathwork. And somewhere along the way, I realized life isn’t just what happens when you’re awake—dreams, the ones we have at night and the ones we chase during the day, hold just as much power to shape us.
Signs
What if grief isn’t the end of the connection? This piece explores signs from loved ones after death, spiritual awakening, and the moment everything I believed started to shift.
The Signs I Almost Missed
It All Begins Here